i cried last night.
for years just flew past like that and today's the last day of school.
of official school.
and im sad that i do have regrets.
regrets of not being able to let everyone sign my book.
and to take fotos.
and how i'll miss them all terribly.

sigh.
im not any more assured or comforted when i stepped out of each of my last classes for the particular subject.
i need confidence.
and more time.
been slacking my days away i got a shock that prac is 2 days away.
and HCL is 1 and a half weeks more.

and im so sorry im letting you go.
maybe ten years down the road i'd tell you how you make me feel.
but that'll be all too late.
your blindspot just makes things worse? so im saying sorry.
and goodbye as i remove you from that pedestal that has since started to tarnish.